i havent declared my major yet, that’s not until 2nd year haha
im in first year science
uni is making me feel like absolute shit
ive never felt this low in my life. i just feel so shitty and stressed all the time. my marks are way below average now. for the first time in my life im failing exams. for once my marks are not higher than my peers’. i feel dumb. i feel like i dont belong here. i try to study but i just cant focus. i try not to think about how behind i am and how bad my marks are bc every time i do i just end up crying, even in public. i feel like im wasting my parents’ money. just going on the website to view course material makes me feel sick. i dont know what to do.
idk where im going with this but somebody tell me theyve gone thru this and tell me that it gets better bc right now i dont know how i could possibly finish a degree, if i even make it that far w/o getting kicked out??#i just needed to let that out